Collection
of My Creations P. Krishnamoorthy |
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About
Me |
Being
intensely involved in
developing my hobbies of painting and writing besides photography, this blog ‘Collection Of My
Creations” is
a presentation of my sustained
interest and a testimony of expression of creative skills or imagination, transformed
thru a visual medium. Art
covers a host of disciplines which
includes painting and writing. A good art work, regardless of whatever
category of image it depicts, produces a scintillating experience
for the viewers through its
ingredients of captivating colors and convincing compositions. Similarly the other discipline of art is writing – literary work. In any language usage of apt words and phrases in right context to
transform an imaginative thought, will result in an invisible and indelible
impact in the minds of the
readers. The imaginative skills of a
successful writer, particularly on
fiction combined with the above
tools ,will undoubtedly present
a well-knit plot with clear and
convincing portrayal of
the various characters and ambiance of
scenes and incidents. The skill of the writer gets all kudos when
introducing the unexpected twists and
turns to the climax for a fitting
finale. The sustained interest in uninterrupted reading of that work n
to its end, bears testimony of the
writer’s imaginative skills and its true transformation to a medium. In
short, a writer’s wish is always “a
drop of ink should make a million think.” Photography is another form of art. “It has the power
to do more than reproduce what we see. It can transform the particular to the
universal, the routine to the poetic.
And when we add our personal vision to the technology of photography, we
cross the line from mere reproduction to transformation. As we move from
science to art, we begin speaking with the vocabulary of aesthetics, not just
a vocabulary of technology. With this shift we enter the world of photography”.
The purpose of this blog is mainly to share my thoughts and some of the
creations in art with others. P. Krishnamoorthy
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During her morning rounds in the maternity section, Dr. Susan
had cleared Shreya for discharge. Shreya
came to the hospital a week before for delivery and she had to leave with the
child. On hearing the discharge, she was confused as to where she could go with
the newborn. She had left all her kith and
kin, trusting Sudhir’s romantic promises to marry her later. When Shreya’s parents
were against her decision for marriage with him, Sudhir extended the olive branch of ‘living together’ concept with
him to tide over the present crisis and delay
the marriage. Left with a predicament of two options either
to forget him or to live with him on his terms, Shreya decided to accept
Sudhir’s terms and moved in to the new life. Later
when Shreya divulged to Sudhir that she was in the family way, he showed his indignation
and resentment. He left Shreya on the pretext that he got a job in Dubai. She
was reluctant to go back to her parents. With a troubled mental setup and with
the newborn, Shreya looked depressed about her future. Suddenly Shreya’s eyes focused on the parked empty
passenger rail coaches at a distance. She
felt some relief to keep the crying baby in one of the coaches to stop crying.
At that time a middle-aged passerby, who was strolling in that area, heard the
baby’s crying, wanted to look at it. Shreya immediately hid her presence and was
anxious to know his next move. Since the baby’s crying continued, he went into
the compartment and looked around to see whether anybody was rushing to take care
of the baby. After making sure that
nobody came to claim the crying baby, the stranger took the baby in his hands
and looked at the child. Shreya was watching his movements, and to her surprise
the stranger looked around again. As
nobody came forward to claim the child, he carried the baby with him and left
the place. Shreya was relieved as the child would hopefully grow well somewhere
under his care. Though Shreya was outwardly happy with getting rid of the
child, her inner motherly conscience emotionally tormented her with tears in
her eyes on the parting. She regrettably had to feel her sentimental attachment
to the child was over with her discarding. She was feeling consoled by her
wishful thought that the child would grow well under somebody’s care.
Amidst her various thoughts relating to her future, Shreya saw
a political women’s procession with more than one hundred members passing
through her place. Suddenly something flashed in her mind. Shreya quietly
merged into the crowd and joined in their chorus of slogans. As her voice was
loud and bold, they attracted the leader and other members. At the end of the
session in the party office, the leader enquired about Shreya’s personal details.
She allowed Shreya to stay in the office premises itself. Shreya soon became
indispensable for her oratory and rhetoric for various party street meetings. Shreya’s
speeches attracted and impacted all sections of the public, thereby she was elevated
to party’s general secretary’s position. More than all the accolades she got Shreya
was immensely pleased when she was nominated as the party’s candidate in one of their constituencies’
bye elections. By this she felt she had achieved the initial step in her life’s
ambition. The disappointment she suffered in Sudhir abandoning her and her
child’s memories repeatedly followed like a shadow in her and made sleepless
nights for her.
During one of her visits to the election constituency, Shreya
had to call on an influential family in a mansion for their support. In the
mansion, she had a shock and felt a big blow on her head at the sight of a
picture. The lady of that mansion was
mentioning that she was living alone with her only daughter. She was pointing the
framed picture on the wall as her husband ‘Shyam’ who died in a car
accident. Shreya was stunned as the man
in the picture was Sudhir. With a
changed name as Shyam, he got married to that lady for her affluence. Unable to control her reactive feelings, Shreya
left that house without solicitation for the election. Even after her return to the party office, she
suffered mental shock due to that incident’s impact on her.
Time immemorial, the adolescent attraction between two sexes had
been a natural occurrence, leading to promises of joining together in life as
partners. Some achieve what they wished for, and some end up unsuccessful in
their ambitions. Some even discard the partner to abide their parent’s decision
against the choice of the partner. Some
to go after their beloved ones leaving the parents and lead a life under the new concept of
‘living together’. Under the new concept they marry later after they make sure
they are compatible with each other in their individual likes and dislikes. Unfortunately, some in the fair sex, trusting partner’s
promises, fall prey early to end up in the family way.
Shreya was a victim of such a situation. Sudhir’s promise to
get married to her later was misleading to execute his own plan. Instead, he
married the other lady for her wealth. This situation had drastically changed Shreya’s
attitude towards Sudhir to a male chauvinist. Sudhir’s repeated assurance that he would come
back and marry her, made Shreya deliver the baby. Otherwise, she had the option
to abort it. Shreya was more agitated
and deeply offended whenever she recalled the scenario in her memory. The
consequent effect made Shreya to fight against male chauvinism at all levels.
She made a vow to fight for woman’s’ rights and privileges against male
chauvinism and conveyed this indirectly in all her party speeches. Some male
members in the party objected to her severe condemnation but Shreya had the full
support from the female members and public women for her cause. When Shreya got
a grievance from one of the members whose daughter was ill treated by her
husband, she was able to sort out their problem with the help of the police. With
her male chauvinism attitude, even trivial mistakes by males were not condoned
by her. Though Shreya was able to reach high with her present position in the
party, the irreplaceable attachment with her parents she lost forever due to Sudhir’s
betrayal.
To her surprise, Shreya became the education minister in the
cabinet with more responsibilities and all perks like independent villa,
security and cooking staff, latest model car with driver, etc. She became a
celebrity idol with fame and fortune knocking on her doors. She was deemed
exceptional in developing projects for the education of the poor. Shreya was invited
to be the keynote speaker in a school day cultural program. After prayer, she
delivered her speech followed by other speakers. Before commencement of cultural
events, there was a singing competition. Among the contenders, there was one blind student,
who sang a patriotic Bharathi song. The entire audience was enthralled with his
singing. When he finished the song, the audience stood and applauded his
singing. The judges of the competition also announced him as the winner of the
singing competition. He was introduced as Raju by his teacher. Shreya was emotionally moved by his blindness
as also with his melodious voice. For no rhyme or reason Shreya was
experiencing the feeling of bondage emotions at the sight of Raju. Her inner
emotions could incredibly outburst, but she controlled them to preserve her
public image. She wanted to help him to revive his eyesight. When Shreya went
to the dais to distribute the prize to him, his teacher was with him. Shreya enquired
about details of Raju.
The teacher briefed Shreya that he was an orphan. He found
him as an unclaimed infant crying in a railway compartment. As a passerby, the
teacher heard the child crying. When he knew that the child was unclaimed and
crying for a long time, he brought the baby with him. On hearing this, Shreya felt embarrassed as she was not able to openly declare her ownership of that baby due to her ministerial status. When the teacher found the
child lost eyesight, he checked with a doctor who confirmed that he lost his
sight at birth. On hearing his narration, Shreya became very emotional, but she
concealed her feelings within her. Shreya immediately took her cheque book and wrote
a check for fifty lakhs rupees in Raju’s name. After a brief pause the teacher took Shreya aside to
tell her something discreetly.
What the teacher told Shreya
made her feel as if there was a big earthquake. Also, she experienced as if she
was stabbed with many knives. The teacher said that Raju suffered from fever
since last week and when doctor checked and diagnosed, he had cancer, and he
would not survive beyond three months. Still If she would like to give the
check, the teacher requested her to make it in the name of the school for the
new building coming up.
To accomplish her ambition of a rich and comfortable life,
Shreya discarded voluntarily her own child. God had punished her for such ruthless
selfish attitude, by directing her to witness a scenario where she would see
her blind dying son and present him a gift. She was tormented at that impactful
scene and felt her heart shattered into a million pieces. She regretted the
absence of proper care and nourishment in Raju’s life during the bygone years.
She felt ashamed of immersing herself in life comforts when Raju lacked even the
basic conditions in living. She sensed
guilty in not making any effort to know his whereabouts and find him, despite her
memories often reminding her of the child. The other partner of the episode
Sudhir was also mercilessly punished by the Almighty through his death in a car
accident. The accolades, laurels and societal status in life would never offset
what Shreya lost in the motherly happiness in taking care of her own child and the
family life.